| You know.. Somehow, it still hurts everytime I read that blog... I don't know why...it just does... Maybe it's because it feels like I want to much to be allowed into that life..but however much I try..everytime when I think I have succeeded, I read the blog, and find that maybe not..I'm not there yet.. It hurts..but it's my fault. I should not indulge. |
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| I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to see the world! Sometime in the future.... I hope I don't get too caught up in work..or anything else to actually slow down, stop and enjoy the world God created. Maybe it sounds like an impossible and improbable dream. I've always dreamt of travelling the world. Seeing new sights, making new friends, learning new things. But practicallity keeps me from going too far with those imaginations of what it's like to do just that. To travel alone (I might make an exception I find a suitable travel partner though  ). Around the world. I think I'm on a roll with my thoughts tonight. =) |
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| I haven't been writing at all this year. I know I can write when I want to, but I just never had the occassion to. And I'm afraid that this skill will fade with un-use. I'm even getting quite clumsy with my words here right now. It doesnt sound nice anymore! Oh dear.. What can I do? There is just no english classes where we are forced to write anymore. Nor are there subjects for me to want to write. I don't want to lose this. How how?!?!?! I need to stop whining and talking and saying stuff! I need to do something! Stop ignoring my own thoughts on things just because I'm too lazy to do anything about it. It takes effort to achieve anything worthwhile. Don't forget the gift God gave each of us. Cherish it and use it to glorify His name. Come on! Start worshipping God with our own unique gifts. |
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| What I'm not, You are. What I can't, You can. When I'm not able, You are able. Where I can't see, You watch over me. |
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| I am trying really really hard. I am. I really am. |
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